j:" how's it? you like it, right?"

s:" yes.thank you."

j:" shall we?" 他又弯着手臂让我挽着他，这次我也没有拒绝，算是我奖励他的用心吧。

餐馆里中国人很多，服务员也几乎都是中国人，秦宇桥一口流利的中文脱口而出。我觉得他说中文的声音和说英文的声音不一样，更好听一些，我喜欢听他讲中文。他为我拉开座椅，待我坐好，自己在我对面坐下。

j:" what do you like?"

s:" do they still have dimsum for dinner?"

j:" i will ask."

他轻松的和服务员说了几句，表示这家从早10点到晚10点都有点心。但是晚间的都需要点单没有服务员推车拿实物给你挑选。我很认真的拿起菜单看了一下，还好有英文，还有图片。我点了几个我最爱的，然后把菜单合上，等秦宇桥和服务员交涉。等待上菜的感觉真不好，两个人面对面坐着..大眼瞪小眼...不知道该说什么好。但是他却开口了。

j:" stella, why don't you ask me?"

s:" ask you what?"

j:" ask me if i like you?"

s:" i know you do."我不惊讶。我知道他喜欢我，只是我想装作我不知道罢了。

j:" then...why don't you say something?"

s:" i don't know how to respond to your like yet. i agreed to go out with you today because i need to know more of you to see if i can decide what i want."

j:" okay. are you certain now?"

s:" i mean...i think you are a good guy.. but i am not sure if i want to start dating now..i need more time maybe."

j:" okay. take your time. i will wait."

s:" thank you."

把话说清楚了之后，感觉轻松了很多，让他明白我现在内心的状况，也不用装作我什么都不知道了。感觉一下子能放得开自己，把他当作纯友谊的异性朋友先了解起来。